It's hard to tell someone I'm leaving when I don't want to tell them. Really hard. And it's really hard to not tell someone when I'm dying to tell them, like my bosses at work. It's such a huge secret to keep, either way I guess. And I know the hard part hasn't even begun yet (saying goodbye, packing up my life, realizing what is actually happening) but this part makes me second guess my decision. Why? And do I get any credit for being brave and telling the truth? No! So bogus.